Drama

        i missed work the other day. my manager was not very happy, but i couldn't really avoid it. A few days earlier, i found out from a close friend, one of the few that knows about mine and Sirs D/s relationship, that another friend that i had told, someone i've known since i was in elementary school, has been discussing Sirs and my relationship with others. i am not a very outgoing person, in regards to O/our relationship; Sir had to push to get me to start this blog.
        This, in combination with all the stress i've been dealing with (work, money, planning church programs with Sirs Mother, planning the wedding) made me sicker than i have been in a long while. i hate being sick. It ruins any kind of plans i can make, because for some reason, whenever i get sick, instead of just getting a little sleepy, but still being able to cope, my body just shuts down. i cant stay awake. it is literally impossible. Sir brought me dinner that night, and i could barely stay awake to eat it. i'm sure He had great plans of staying awake and keeping me company until He had to leave, but the night ended with the both of U/us curled up on the couch together asleep, Doctor Who playing in the background. i guess Sir couldn't stay awake either.
        On a different note, i haven't been having any nightmares this year, so far, anyways. For the previous four years, i've had nightmares at certain times of the year, due to my previous relationship, which i'm sure i'll end up going into later. And so, Sir saves me again.
        On an ending note, a question; if you are reading this, whether Dom/me or sub, vanilla or not... how do you feel about your relationship being discussed by other people?